[Kiriman] I'm thinking about only you.

to N.E.I.L,

Since the day you left me without even saying "goodbye"
I felt the scenery and scent of this town change
The promise I made with you because I wanted to be everything you desired
It will turn into a memory without being carried out.
If I rushed to see you when you were crying along
Would you still be by my side now?
If I was given a chance,
I would want to say again, "I love you so much"
But my feelings for you and the overflowing words won\'t reach you now.

I wonder where you are, who you're with
What kind of clothes you're wearing
And what you\'re doing that makes you smile
I'm here and still am believing that the two of us can meet again...
I'm thinking about you, and it won't change....
I'm thinking about just you

When I saw someone with the same kind of hair tied back from behind
Repeatedly I mistook them for you before they turned around
Everytime when I got a call
I was expecting your name on my phone
I'm spending everyday doing nothing but embarrassing myself
"I can't forget" was a lie
The truth is that I just don't want to forget
If bluffing is the real me, then I don't want myself like this anymore
I don\'t feel happy without you again
No matter how hard I tried
Tears are falling down, and it won't stop anytime soon

I wonder where you are, who you're with
What kind of clothes you're wearing
And what you're doing that makes you smile
I\'m here and still am believing that the two of us can meet again...
I\'m thinking about you, and it won\'t change....

So here I am now
I'm alone, calling your name again
I can no longer embrace this heart-rending feeling anymore
But that's all I have left to do

The bright time when you were still around
That time will never come back again, but
Not happens, no matter what I lose
I never want to forget the memory of loving you
No matter where you are, who you're with
What kind of dreams you're having, or what you're doing that makes you smile
I've always been here, and I still am
Believing that I can see you someday...
I'm thinking about you and it won't change...
I'm thinking about only you..

from : anna

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